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Tue, 3 Feb 2015 08:46:04 GMT

Hi everyone.

Firstly, I should let you know that I have been nominated for the Best British Bottom and the Best British Daddy in the 2015 Prowler Porn Awards. I'm very pleased to be nominated but the resulting awards are very much down to you guys. You need to vote. To vote (which you can do as many times as you like), use this page.

I will be attending the event so if you're about, come down and see us on the day. I will also be presenting the award for the Best British Fetish Actor, the award I won last year.

Next, on to more serious things...

As you know, I lost a very close friend back in August and it has been a very hard period of adjustment for me, not to mention how terrible it has been for his widower. I've found it very hard to come to terms with and I struggle ona  daily basis to believe the person I loved is not here any more.

Together with stresses in my day to day work life, this has caused me a great deal of anxiety and has led to depression.

Last year was a terrible year for my body too. I trained really, really hard in the gym and for every step foward, I had several really nasty steps back. I have a number of injuries and the reuslt for me has been that my body has suffered. My physique is far from where I would like it to be, far from how it was 2-3 years ago when you all took in me and started to pay me compliments.

In general, 2014 was a terrible year for me and with the culmintaion of my friend's passing, I have had to make some adjustments in my life in order to get thigs back on track and make things right again.

You know how much I pride myself on replying to everyone, to every single message and taking the time to talk to you all. Unfortunately this can be very time consuming and mentally draining. I don't have a management company, I don't have a manager so everything I write, everything I say and all the photos I post are done by me.

For the immediate future, however, I will be taking a step back to allow myself some breathing space so I can get my head straight, sort out my emotions and start to put my body back together and hopefully get my gym training heading in the right direction again.

I just wanted you all to know that I am still here and I won't be going anywhere for as long as you all want me, I'm just going to be checking messages and tweets much less often, only once a week or so, so, please bare with me if there is a delay. If you need me though, you can always send me a message via my website and I will reply as soon as I can.

I hope you all understand and I would like to thank everyone for being so supportive up until this point, it's greatly appreciated. Thank you.

I will be back guys and I hope to see you all soon!

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